chris.

whenever i talk to you i take a deep breathe

i get myself ready for the moment that is happening now.

so scared of losing you ipush myself to limits

i try and i always will try to be what you want.

because your the only peson i say i love you forever to.

im crying writing this because you gave up before me.
i never knew if you loved me
and i never willl i guess.
ut in the end
your not the reason i wanted to go.
your the reason ive stopped.
because the though of not ever talking to you.
cant be put in words
i know you want nothing anymoe.
should i just let you go?
even though i dont want to?
should i just give you what you want and go?
maybe.
all i know is
i love you Chris